Answer Man

Hey Answer. How are you?

I don't like people admiring me though, it makes me mad. But thanks for the chat and I will check out the book.

But everyone will say that I was a great man, one of the greatest people in history and I hate that. I don't want anyone saying I am great, I don't anyone to say I am a good person because I wouldn't see myself like that. Then God himself would say I am a good person and that he was proud of me but I don't want to hear that, I want to be punished for my failures, I don't want reward, I want punishment for my short comings. That is why I want to be alone in heaven as punishment for failing.

I don't want my kids to look upto me as a hero, I don't want my wife to see good in me. I don't want to ever be seen as a good person or a great man. I want to be seen as a failure because that is how I see myself and I want to be punished because of it by being alone for eternity in heaven.

Jesus would be able to make a perfect world, he has the power and that brings me to what I do after death. No matter what good I do, if I fail to make a perfect world I will march right upto God and bow and then tell him I failed him and ask him to put me in seperate spot from everyone else in heaven so I will be alone forever as punishment for my failure. It's what I deserve in the end.

You do realize that even if I do something great and it helps lots of people that I would probably still consider myself a failure, right? I never consider anything good I do a victory because something bad is happening somehwere else. I never take joy and pride in it, that is why I want a perfect world because then I can finally say I lived a good life. Even if I do something greater than anything before I will still consider myself a failure.

idk she just gets on occasionly...

That is why though that I said I don't think I could be a white knight. I have felt for awhile I am slowly becoming a villian.

A white knight? My soul is too tainted for such a thing. I love my family but honestly the people I love the most are the aborted babies, if I could I would take each of them into my arms and raise them as my own, i'd love to see them smile and I would make their mothers and the doctors pay for what they did.

I always believe a person must be punished before forgiven and if they aren't punished I become extremely angry.

No. we don't live by each other.

Forgiveness? I never understood that. Yeah sure somethings can be forgiven but other things cannont. I want to see every rapist, murderer, mother and doctor in abortions, and anyone else who deserves it suffer for a thousand years then I can forgive them.

How do I know that every victim in history is going to get revenge on those who hurt them. If I was hurt by someone I would want to see them be humilated and suffer. It makes me made no one ever pays for their crime so how do I know we all get revenge?

Why were you being nice to me on the debate? I figured everyone would side with Moogle and Autopsy?

indeed you are Mr. Answer Man.

Hmmph. THanks man.

Ok. I will. Thanks Answer. I owe you.

Yeah. Thats the kind of stuff. I just don't want him to take the wrong path.

very true. i like the way you think answer man. you really do have all the answers don't you? lol

Thanks. I've been friends with him for a long time and we talked about stuff like this. I talked to him a lot but he just won't let it go. I'm afraid that his health will be messed up.