Napoléon

*steals the cookie jar and eats the cookies* yes you are :p

Hey you're back! =D

I don't know. I just haven't had too great of luck with jobs lately, that's all.

Missouri. Visiting some family for a week.

Of course I missed you.

The problem with this job hunting is that nobody really seems to want to hire me.

:eek:

I swear that was what my face looked like seeing this message. It's nice to talk to you again, especially considering we haven't really been able to be on MSN at the same time.

I've been fine though. Being harassed by my mom to get a job, but everything is alright. It can always be much worse.

Pshh, they have their hearing aids up too high!
I've heard of them back when I lived with my old man for a while (2006). Coolest man I know. He's like a hermit and is pretty damn wise! I would mention bands I know and he would tell me of similar and perhaps even better band he knows of back in his days. Well that's my story. I would have to google to get an album name but for a small number of songs, I'd be able to say from the top of my head =]
It's slowing down now. I'm feeling a bit more professional these days. More organised with life. Waking up early, sleeping early, back to morning exercises, swimming in a pool, eating and drinking less junk. Though me just telling you would sound like a lie, but you've never met me in real life now have you =P

You better get all of your ladies together adn strike back. We have already made plans on the outcome of the Gender Race and also on the start of a brand new, Gender Race.

I'm very secretive, especially in a public conversation xD Add me on MSN or something.

Hey, I hope you stop by again to read this. I'm going to be gone from home for a week. I will not be able to get onto MSN, although I may be able to get onto this site. So here would be the only way for us to talk for a week.

It does a little.

Okay. Even though I haven't been on MSN in forever.

You don't have to answer it if you don't want to. I just feel like we wouldn't be talking like this if I didn't make you cry.

That's why you do real life stuff first. The only reason I'm on here so much is because I really don't do much. I don't often hang out with friends or actually go out and do anything. I'm here so much because I have so much time to kill from my lack of real world stuff to do. Heck, if I hung out with my friends much more than I do, then I wouldn't be on nearly as often as I am.

I do have one question though. If I didn't make you cry, would we be having this conversation?

I can tell we're gonna go down a cycle of making each other feel bad. Which is why I don't know what to reply when I am replying, because I know that I'm just making you feel worse. Which in turn makes me feel worse. Which causes me to try and say things to make you feel better. Which only makes you feel worse. And the cycle repeats itself.

Then go along with life. I don't have much of a life for myself, so what I say can work for me but probably not anybody else. I just feel that you can go along with life and keep on coming here. I don't want to hold you down, but that doesn't mean you have to stop coming here entirely. You really have no reason to keep coming here, and I don't want to make myself a forced reason. But the way I see it (Again, because I don't have much of a life myself), you can come here every now and then. Just put your real life first, and then if you have time stop by and say hi or something.

Nothing to feel bad about? I made you cry. That's a pretty big thing to feel bad about.

I've been able to act certain ways around friends for such a long time that I can sometimes not consider other people's feelings and that not everybody will understand the intent of things I say. And as a result, I hurt your feelings.

If I could, I would do anything I could to make you feel better. But since I can't really do that, at least not properly, all I can really do is ask that you don't stop coming here just because of my mistake.

It was my mistake. I, again, spoke without thinking. I forget things like this could happen. You don't have to stop coming here just because I'm an idiot.

What makes this worse is the fact that I've done something similar before. I guess I just don't learn. I am truly sorry. Please don't leave because of this. I feel really bad and I wish I could make it up to you.

I apologize if I was sounding really serious. I meant that in a lighthearted way. Although I do stand by with me saying that I did not call you a creep.

Oh, and this is also a thing that I don't like about talking online. Since you're only reading words, you can't hear what my voice sounds like when I say things. So if I say something that tries to be funny, it may not seem so based solely on the words used.

Haha, haven't talked to you in awhile.

Pretty good, hbu?

Stop it with that woman talk. Stop it now. I did not call you a creep. I just said you've done some creepy things before. Do not twist my words around like that.

Hello........