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GUS GUYS!!!!


I"M GOING TO THE MOVIES WITH THE GIRL I LVOE!!! TODAY FRIDAY!! AT 3:35pM!!

OMG!!! IT"S A FUCKING DREAM!!!!!!

 

Ya, I need to calm down. I do'nt want to make something stupid.

MAYBE I might take a picture with her

 

Ohh ya, you do

 

I was nervous when the mall sign was there, meaning we where close. I didn't started to shake, but I was thinking "What if I do something stupid?" "What if I tripped and make an embarrasment to her?"

I kept thinking those thoughts but I got it through. My mom let me go and I started to climb the stairs. Thinking if she was there, waiting.. or talking to someone else. Etc.

Then I saw no one. Then I waited, and she called me O_O'. I said: Ohh Hello?
She said: Hey where are circuling through the mall so, where are you?
I said: Um, I'm here waiting for some people to come though, for my friends..
She said: Ohh ok, I'll be there soon.

I sat down on one of those long chairs to rest. I started to hear music, and thinking how would be dressed and with who. I saw her comming down and stoped because she found a friend. And I saw she had a friend accompanieng her.. so it was 3 girls talking and a mom.
I stand up and since they where a 2 meters apart, I started to walk slowly.

I closed my phone and my hear-phones and say hello to them. Kiss cheek . Then I kissed the other one too. So, after the unexpected girl and mom left, they started to talk random things and I begining to laugh.

They asked me.. "So, where are the others? Are they comming?"
I said: "Well I don't know.. they my friends told me they will be in here in 10 min"
The girl I love said: "Ohh ok, let's just wait here then."

We bought the tickets and waited in the front door. WHen I was about to put my jacket on, there was on part that was soaked. Please don't even ask because I don't know how the fuck that happend.

I got nervous and well, I didn't put it on. I started to talk to them bit by bit.. then my friend arrived. They where 2 boys that are.. well... They are nerds but they are good at violin and beat me by far.. I had to invite them though.
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So here is thething.. I have in my other side.. the girls.. and my other side the boys thaty don't talk and they need help on that.
I didn't want to push them away,.. but I didn't want to "get away" from the girls.

So I just got neutral. I didn't talk to everyone (ya.. very stupid T_T). When my friends bought the tickets.. They went in and all.. we stoped. And my friend said:

"Hey, Where are the rest of the people?"
One of the girls said: "Well, you did this.. not us.."

(I'm like Ohh SHIT.. Now I'm dead..)

I said: "It's not my fault that some didn't look at facebook, and I did my job though."

There was a silence, and I got a stomach ace again T_T.
I was like FUCK DAM IT!!!

Then we saw the movie: Valkyrie. A splendid movie, I personally enjoyed it. though it's a adult movie because I got lost in some parts.

Anyways, after the movie.. there was no conversation at ALL. I mean, WTF!! I tried but my friends where holding me back. But still... that girl.. the girl I love.. she looked BEUTIFUL!! OH!! GOD!!!(random)

After, we had to go.. and they asked us.. they where going to some place to shop. I said ya, no problem. But my friends where trying to stop me.. and said that we where going at teh same hour (meaining, our parents where goign to pick us up at 6:30pm) But we had time to walk and I said "let's go and get on with it ".

And well, they had no choice to come with the girls and I. I tried to make a conversation.. but all the distractions in the mall, dacing OH GOD!! iT's a disaster.. And that was one of the reasons I wanted to go to another place. Anyways, we stoped at
"adidas".. A place to buy shoes and stuff.

It was interesting, i went to check some caps, T-Shirts. etc.. But they wher eall expensive.. I cound't do anything at all.

So my friends told me.. Dude, let's jsut go... We are wasting our time on them. (I said to myself: "I just want to be with them and make a conversation.. it's not my fault that you can't. I want to be with them."

Then I kept thinking and thinking what to do.
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A 2 min silence.. and I said to myself: "I'm not a person who leaves my friends and abandom them, I don't want to the ones who treated me like this.."

I said to my friends: "Ok let's go.. But I make the excuse"

When the girls came I told tehm that we had to go.. we have to leave in about 15 min. They said that didn't have any problem with that.

We said goodbye and left. My friends, especially the older one told me that we should have gone us 3.
I said.. dude.. forget it .. They might think we are complete lunatics inviting them, but I personally don't care. I made my decision. Next time.. We do it in a day when everyone is the violin group class understand?

They said yes. Because I coudn't take it...

My mom finally picked me up.. and I thought the whole scenary all way home.
Mom:"So, how did it went?"

Locogabitron: "It was ok.."
Mom: "Did everyone come as they planned?"
Locogabitron:"No, we where only 5 from 13" "The movie was good"
Mom: "Ohh well, it's ok.. don't worry about it"

Locogabitron(talkign to myself in my head):"Next time, forget facebook.. I'll call them."

 

Ya, all those details happend

And all of that are true.

 

I try to be in the right side. Going with the girls stoped me from talking to be real friends.